Thursday, 15 March 2012

Blankity Blank

I've really had problems on deciding what to blog about at the moment, i have two blog posts saved because i just gave up on them half way through typing them out but i know i'll use them at some point in the future.
So basically my idea's for tattoo's keep expanding more and more and i've made the choice that i want most of my legs to be covered due to the fact that if i ever end up in a horrible office job or retail, i can simply wear trousers to hide them, yet when it comes to getting anymore on my arms, i would have to be stupidly careful of the placement.
Because i have:
  
I would really like to have more Disney inspired things on my other thigh. So far i have the enchanted rose from Beauty & The Beast, the compass from Pocahontas but i know i'll have plenty more ideas within the next few months/years.
I had previously wanted a frame with an outline of a Stags head but i now want that on my calf and on the other one i'd like a traditional Victorian portrait silhouette as that was my original idea for my framed tattoo. I'm starting to feel like the more i have, the more confidence i will have in myself.

Also in other news if anyone follows me on Tumblr or has me as a friend on Facebook you'll already know that i've had a long struggle with gaining weight while i'm in recovery from Anorexia, but i have finally made it to 8 stone 2llbs which is the heaviest i have ever been and also the highest my bmi has been at a lovely 18.4. I'm still not where i want to be but i'm so proud of myself from going from a bmi of 15.4 all the way to where i am. I finally feel like i've earnt the right to be happy and to make what i can of my big chance at life.
Tomorrow i have a day at the jobcenter then i'm popping into my favourite cafe to have a slice of cake, a pot of tea and to have a wee cheeky glance it the gorgeous lad who works there and always serves me. Then i need to buy some hair dye and then ingredients for my mothers day cake which i shall be making and also posting pictures of on Mother's Day.

For now i'm going to get into bed and text a few lovely people!

xx

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